The Colors of My Life

On a hot summer day, I sat near the window

and thoughts in my mind were running like a doe.

There was a time when my life was colorful and bright,

Gradually the colors faded away with time, leaving behind a life that was “Black & White”..

Although, the insipidness in my life I had never felt,

Until one day something strange happened to me,

A feeling I had never felt before,

For a friend who was always there for me, to adore.

He loved me like his life, he always said,

and that he want to brighten my life with brilliant colors, blue, green and red.

I wanted to paint my life with the colors of his love,

A feeling so lively and pure……. like a little white dove,

…………………………………………………………….

Some constraints must have been there,

Otherwise there seemed no reason for his ungratefulness,

Yes……..I still love him..

But now with a heart full of pain up to the brim.

May be he loves me too….

But it was the destiny that made us to do what we never wanted to…………

He, who came to color my life, took away even the “White”..out of the “Black & White”…

My life now left only with the “Black”….without any white….

No one now can ever color my life

Because no color can cover the darkness of the left out “BLACK”…………

the of

DIANA...... the most beautiful lady of the world..........which she is today and will remain forever........not only beautiful by her looks, but by heart also....."The worst illness of our time is that so many people have to suffer from not ever being loved.." these lines by her are really heart touching and clearly indicates how lonely she had been in her life.......married at an early age of 19 to Prince Charles 32 at the time......she missed true love in her life......only a few people know about her true love to Hasnat Khan, a Pakistani heart surgeon. She even cleaned his room , ironed his clothes, cleaned dishes for him......... imagine!!!!!!!! A PRINCESS DOING ALL SMALL HOUSEHOLD CHORES FOR A COMMON MAN......Diana was the third daughter of Lord Edward John Spencer, at a very young age of 8 years she saw the divorce of her parents......... her father took her and her brothers's custody from the court and married Raine, Countess of Dartmouth, the only daughter of romantic novelist Barbara Cartland and Alexander McCorquodale..........then like every girl at her youth she started looking for her prince charming and she met the "real Prince"...but did not find the love she was looking for......her unhappy marriage made her to attempt suicide on October 1985......she became a public figure from the announcement of her engagement to Prince Charles, Diana remained the focus of worldwide media scrutiny before, during and after her marriage. This continued in the years following her death in a car crash and showed a display of public mourning.Prince Charles had previously been linked to Diana's older sister Sarah. He had known Diana for several years, but he first took a serious interest in her as a potential bride during the summer of 1980, when they were guests at a country weekend, where she watched him play polo.The couple subsequently courted in London. The Prince proposed on 6 February 1981, and Diana accepted and finally the 20-year-old pretty lady became "The Princess of Wales" when she married Charles on 29 July 1981. However in 1983 she confided in Premier of Newfoundland Brian Peckford: "I am finding it very difficult to cope with the pressures of being Princess of Wales, but I am learning to cope," from the mid-1980s, the Princess of Wales became increasingly associated with numerous charities. Her divorce was finalised on 28 August 1996.Diana dated the respected heart surgeon Hasnat Khan, from Jhelum, Pakistan, who was called "the love of her life" after her death by many of her closest friends, for almost two years, before Khan ended the relationship. Khan was intensely private and the relationship was conducted in secrecy, with Diana lying to members of the press who questioned her about it. Khan was from a traditional Pakistani family who expected him to marry from a related Muslim clan, and although Diana expressed willingness to convert to Islam, their differences, not only religion, became too much for Khan.Finally their relationship ended in a late-night meeting in Hyde Park, in June 1997. Her life story shows how lonely she spent her life....with happiness coming in installments to her.....may be this was the fate of the Lovely Princess.......Diana was closely associated with the common man....sharing their problems.....helping them....made her more and more popular among the masses....people loved her for her nature.....her behavior towards the common man....may be she found internal peace by helping others.....On Sunday 31 August 1997, Diana, Princess of Wales died as a result of injuries sustained in a car accident in the Pont de l'Alma road tunnel in Paris, France.Diana's death was met with extraordinary public expressions of grief, and her public funeral at Westminster Abbey on 6 September drew an estimated 3 million mourners and onlookers in London, as well as worldwide television coverage, which overshadowed the news of the death the previous day of Mother Teresa in Kolkata (Calcutta). I clearly remember I was in class eight and watched her funeral with a heavy heart.....since i had come to know about her only a few months back....and after knowing about her ..one more dream of "Meeting the Princess someday"..was added to my dreambook.....but after the news the newly budded dream shattered.....but i still love her, i still adore her more than ever before.........

in her everlasting memory

Navadha..